After a long weekend that was Onam, this Wednesday seems more “monday” than ever. On top of everything, the weather outside doesnâ€™t help much. I so want to run out of the office and maybe go to the library and pick up a good book. The last time I was there I went and picked up the bong momâ€™s cook book but somehow never got around to reading them.
Right now, there are so many things lined up in my to do list, I do not know where to begin, even making lists is becoming a tedious job. That is where I am jealous of our Goddesses, they have so many hands and can easily get the job done in no time and still find time for themselves.
Speaking of time for myself, this is one word of advice I got from someone: once you start your new life, read post marital life, donâ€™t spend too much time reading. How is that even possible?!! Reading, to me, is as natural as anything else you do on a daily basis like eating, taking a bath or even breathing. Like how you indulge and binge a little bit, similarly you read a bit extra on some days and maybe even forget that you actually need to sleep.
That is the state I am in right now â€“ sleep deprived! Well I maybe yawning in the office in my warm corner in the room that otherwise resembles a morgue, Iâ€™m sleepy because of all the travelling our family did during the last 3 days. Mom came home on Saturday night, dad reached early morning on Sunday and we locked our home and left happily carrying our previously packed bags. Yeah, you guessed right. I am a sucker for travelling and absolutely love to be outdoors and for that Iâ€™m willing to even clean up the whole house which is a job I usually donâ€™t carry out with a smile on my face!
Well, a lot of things around me are changing. Hopefully, its all for the good, for the bigger picture to come out better. I feel some sort of change creep into me too, whereas I am forcing some changes onto myself. I hope I remember that these are my choices, because only then will I be able to move forward stronger and determined.
( I apologize if none of this makes any sense to you, what you just read is a piece of my mind, well 15 written minutes of it is more correct. No, Iâ€™ve not gone bonkers. This is a form of writing called Free Write and I learnt it from Suzy who has given us a very interesting challenge over at our favorite site for some friendly bloggy interaction and wonderful prompts. Yes, you guessed it right â€“ WriteTribe. Hop on to the bandwagon and let out all your thoughts! )